March 22, 2011

the pains of being alive by blake west

i feel nothing while listening to rainer maria 
after you have fallen asleep 
i can still see you on my computer screen
i am tired and will fall asleep
‘next to you’ soon
i search the internet for an old ‘emo’ band
i saw in chino hills, ca, as a kid whose name
i can’t remember
i can't find the band
it feels like summer is close and i want it to be close
and i want to be back in your bed and i want to 
sleep forever 

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